Man i wish i could win!

You know the story;

http://www.pokerhand.org/?1259970
(so pissed at this hand; i didn't realise how deep staked he was, i figured my $32 bet would commit him but I didnt see he was sitting with $70; should have shoved flop)

http://www.pokerhand.org/?1260110
(more crappy play)

http://www.pokerhand.org/?1260113
(Donkfish sucks out as a 90/10 dog)

http://www.pokerhand.org/?1260115
(Loose a flip)

Now lets look at the hands I actually won:

http://www.pokerhand.org/?1260118
(Pretty close call, i think he has a Q a fair amount of the time, not sure if the call is +EV)

http://www.pokerhand.org/?1260123
(standard vs fish)

Feel pretty disillusioned ATM, was close to just throwing my BR into 100 or 200nl and gambling. Just getting tired of losing sessions. Don't think i've had 2 consecutive winning days for like 5 weeks, ill make a bit of effort plugging leaks and improving for the rest of July, but if nothing happens i may just take my money to one of the softer sites and gamble it up, i just cant stand this shit anymore.

VB